Moving a Life...

My room is packed
In boxes stacked so high
My clothes, my bed, and even my teddy bear
I look up at the boxes
High as a mountain top
My closet is empty
The floor is bare
and the walls have shadows
Of what once hung there
The truck is out front
Loaded down with my life
Everything I own,
piled high in boxes, big and small
Are carried from my room,
my sanctuary
Taken outside in the summer sun
Aired out by the blistering wind
My life, torn down
broken apart and shoved into boxes
Leaving behind everything I know
All the things I love
A chance to begin anew
A chance to change
But a change I don't want to make
just one I have to do.

Words are like swords. They pierce the heart with every blow and cause a pain so great it's unlike any other kind of pain. They rip apart your dreams and stomp you into the ground where you lay broken wishing you could change the outcome. Why tear others down with hateful words, when they're just going to come back in the end. Those words that flew from your lips without care will one day be your own down fall. They'll pull you down further than you've ever been before. Unfinished...

A Night to Remember...

Prom night was a night full of firsts...except I didn't get to ride in a limo, but that's ok. I did however get to go in a Chevy and that's fine with me!! Robert looked sexy as everything in his tux with his camo vest and bow tie. His eyes sparkled when I walked into the room wearing my long black dress and thoes god aweful heels my mom forced me to wear. But as soon as we started dancing ... off came the shoes and off came his jacket. We danced our butts off till I got to hot to dance anymore. Prom was a beautiful place... it didn't even look like our school anymore. I had tons of fun just being with Robert and all my friends.