It's time for me to cowgirl up and put my big girl boots on... I'm out in the real world now. I have a beautiful little boy and the greatest friend I could ever ask for. I work for a blind old pervert (but hey, a job's a job) I'm still looking for something better to help support my son and find us a better place to live, but after the tornados hit that's getting hard to do. My son is 4 months old and the light of my life. I hope he grows up to be a big strong man, that will love and cherish his life just the way it is and not get himself down when things do go the right way. It's hard to keep a smile on your face when things go from good to horrible in a matter of seconds but I'm learning to take things as they come and not get my hopes up way too quick any more. It hurts like hell when you get your hopes up about something and it all comes crashing down in the blink of an eye...I love my life just the way it is...
Right now I'm single but I'm trying to find that right someone who will accept me for who I am and is willing to take on the responsibility of being there for my son and treating him as if he were their own. My x is a big part of my life because of my son, so whoever wants to be with me will have to accept that my x will be around. I honestly don't think that is too much to ask of a true man.
